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the reason why - r. yamagata |
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If I didn't love (you), then we wouldn't have this problem.But perhaps you don't realize that. But I realize now that it is not your fault, and you shouldn't have to deal with me. You don't have to be at the receiving end.
I don't understand. Why couldn't you have told me in the first place? Why did I have to wait this long? I've been waiting for this have I? It's not like I didn't expect it. But I guess not hearing it come from your lips gave me the hope for a slim possibility, gave me the hope that I had a chance, gave me the feeling that maybe, maybe. I wasn't any different than the rest of them. But I was wrong.
After all, this is all a hallucination, I figure. I've been on LSD all the while, in a world where I thought there was a chance, in a place where I thought the game of love was mine to conquer, where there's but truth and love to have and give back. For a while there, I failed to grasp reality, to accept the fact there was in fact, no 'life' to save at the very beginning. Because in truth, there was nothing there. Wasn't there?
Again, if I don't love (you) now, then we wouldn't have this problem.
But I still do.
Just tell the world what you want them to hear, erase and rewind. I have nothing to lose. I've lost it all.
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